Hospital&false alarm :(

If you have me on Facebook or twitter, you'll know I'm in hospital atm. Usually when I come in it takes a couple of days to get back to normal but not this time. I feel so rubbish at the moment, I'm in alot of pain as they think they maybe my portacath is ruptured. They've done various line-a-gram's, ultrasounds and x-rays and they still cant find any holes in the line, I just hope I don't have to have a new port. I don't want to go under anaesthetic unless I'm going to be waking up with new lungs! 

Weekend dramas!

So early sunday morning the nurse comes in to turn my feed off. Obviously I was confused because they're normally religious about feeds! But when my mum walked in at 1am i knew why. I'd had a call for new lungs. Unfortunately the lungs weren't for me (obviously or i don't think id be writing this right now haha). I was supposed to go to theatre at 7am, but at 7.30 the transplant co-ordinator came in and said that both teams thought the lungs weren't right for me. I was absolutely devastated, but what can you do aye? I'd rather wait a bit longer for those PERFECT lungs, then have lungs inside me now that might not work. Great Ormand Street is such a great hospital though, I'm sure they'll find me some lungs soon. (preferably before summer please ;) ) 

Post pals.

Since sunday i've been so fed up and tired, naturally. But I've had some really nice post from Post pals, they're an amazing charity that send post to poorly kids with life threatening/terminal illness'. It's amazing how hearing about someone else's visit to the zoo or a story about their holidays can cheer you up. I love receiving post, especially when I'm in hospital. I think you should all check the website out and send a card or a letter to one of the children. "post a smile on a sick child's face". Every single one of the children on there are so grateful for everything that gets sent to them.

I've been on the transplant list 1 year, 1 month, and 10 days. PLEASEEE keep your fingers crossed for me! 

Thats it really. hope you're all well x

My Bucket List! :)

Things I wont be able to do until AFTER my lung transplant:

Go to New York

Sky dive.

Bungee jump

Swim with dolphins.

Go to chill factor and airkix.


float in the Dead Sea.

have my picture taken infront on the Hollywood sign.


go to a festival

stay in the Plaza Hotel in New York, the one from home alone

Now things i'll be able to do regardless:

get 10,000 more people to sign the organ donor register

own a MacBook. √
And a canon camera, so I can take and edit decent photos

get on T.V.

Eat a full meal at Nandos.

DRIVE A CAR.

Go to London zoo

own an iPhone 5! √

successfully paint my dogs nails

Make my own flavour of ice-cream. Preferably tomato soup flavoured

get a top trend in one country on twitter. Maybe even worldwide?

learn to ride a unicycle

learn to play the ukulele

play the ukulele and ride the unicycle at the same time

go on a road trip (lasting about 3days and staying in a different hotel every night)!

Leave a random letter on a strangers windshield complimenting them, then hide just to watch their reaction.

mother a micro-pig for 1 day

Achieve my ideal weight of 50kg

WIN A FACEBOOK CONTEST

shopping spree on Oxford street

Have a double lung transplant, cause yano... YOLO

Go on every ride at Alton towers

Help out a Homeless person. √

Convince someone who's 'YouTube famous' (Sam pepper, Caspar lee, Marcus butler, Jack and Finn harries, Zoella, PointlessBlog, or MAYBE charlieissocoollike) to do a video about organ donation.

get 5 celebrities to follow me on twitter.

Read all 7 Harry potter books.

Harry potter studio tour.

Go to Cadburys world.

Try different cultures of food.

Catch up :)))

Hello! I've not updated my blog in so long. So here's that long overdue post..

My birthday!

On the 16th of march was my 14th birthday, finally! I was spoiled i'm not gonna lie. For weeks before I knew i had a present AND a surprise. Normally I would tell my mum what i wanted for my birthday, but this year she went off my bucket list. I didn't know where she'd got the present idea from so I was kind of scared incase i didn't like it. I DO like it! I got an iPhone5! I was sosososoooo happy, and it hasn't left my hand ever since. I got out of hospital the day before my birthday, so I got my Surprise then...

I got a pony! I knew I was getting her but I thought it would be later on the year when the weather gets warmer. It was a nice surprise :))) I'm aware she looks like a scruffy mare.. but she lives out and when my mum put her into the field she happily rolled in the wettest muddiest patch she could find. So she needs major TLC. She's called Mabel and I can't wait for the weather to get warmer so I can ride her.

Rays of sunshine!

When I first uploaded my bucket list, I had a lot of help from people all over the place on Twitter and Facebook etc. And eventually the children's charity, Rays of sunshine, saw it... They asked me to choose something on my bucket list and they would sort it out for me, I choose to get a Macbook Air, so here I am right now, blogging from my new Macbook ;) I love it! They also arrainged for a limo to pick me up to take me to the Trafford centre, and for a meal at Nandos with my mum and sister. 

Health-wise..

Health wise i've been great! Like I said I got out of hospital the day before my birthday and I'm still feeling good. I'm still not back at school and don't think I will be doing until after my transplant, or at least until I can see some sort of improvement in my lung function. I've now been on the transplant list for 1 year, 2 weeks, and 4 days. Come on lungs! 

Thats all I've got to tell you really!

Lizzie xx